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Carnival

by James Mosheen

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1.
i could lie here and watch you sleep and monitor your breathing for fear that you might slip away forever dreaming of you what has this poor guy got to give he's one of very few affected he's taking pictures of everything reality he neglected i'm glad were here my home away from home i recognize the smell but hate the way i felt when i opened the door to the same walls and floor i guess i packed it all away and decided to run away cry freedom cry could play all night it could play eternally all that i need is in sight things are pretty good these days i could lie here all night and never find sleep how graphic and vague this late buzz can be i guess i'll give in and find my way back to bed
2.
Kentucky 03:52
i had myself a car wreck and caused us all a traffic jam i could have moved on if it weren't for the jam i was in who would have thought that a glance could change an opinion that's not stranded in kentucky of all places staring at kentucky through the armor all glare on the glass this is not my home it might taste the same it might rain the same gray as i ease into the left lane there is nothing here for me and there is only one way there's a lot of countryside in a swirling blur passing by staring at kentucky through the armor all glare on the glass
3.
Carnival 04:01
this silence is killing me it's driving me crazy let's talk about nothing at all sometimes life feels like a day at a carnival where the rides are held together with rubber bands and the drivers of the bumper cars are covered in shaving cream sunglasses chain wallet everything you need to be a carnie let's talk seriously i want to know your thoughts about anything i wish that you would talk to me with the laughter in the distance you can tell neil diamond is in town how could he ever stay away from such a culturally diverse place which side of the social reef do you think they would be secure on shore or floating out to sea and where would the carnies be
4.
Burden Tree 05:01
i'm on top of the world look at all i can see and i'm king of it all from the top of this tree there was never a doubt that i could fly this high and i'll never forget this moment in time as long as i'm alive i've sandbagged my windows to hold back the water that wreaks and tastes like chlorine it burned out my eyeballs and pulled out my lymph nodes and stabbed me right in the spleen and now i can't see what i'm getting into because it's too foggy to see what i'm driving into my guidelines are chalk lines that the water washed away and i'm probably blind for the rest of the way
5.
Wax Moth 03:28
fish are swimming and trends are spinning in my head there's no end to it life is too short to miss the excitement and watch it all fade away just wait and see what becomes of me inside people love to stare at you falling clumsily around inside people would love to share with you if only you were inside back home people are cloudy opaque dark and thick back home people have faded what have i seen in the chlorine dream the light is burning wearing down wearing down humanity's learning to burn it down burn it down fish are floating and twins are sinning in my head theres no end to it just wait and see who depends on me yesterday was full of reruns i think i've seen this one before stand up like erector tear it down run it down tonight you remind me of mean old black beard pillaging my soul i'll stand my ground if the ship goes down fish are living and friends are giving in my head theres no end to it just wait and see don't ever question me
6.
Visitors 03:17
i've got visitors coming by my house tonight and i came prepared to sell myself tonight bring your friends we'll have a beer did you notice i'm talking to myself for a lack of conversation in your backwoods high school world we've got a visitor coming out of the rain and he came prepared to share his pain don't be afraid to spill some soul did you hear him talking to the ladies there are no ladies here but there's admiration a form of applause and it smiles in the smoky air are you expecting visitors it only takes a brew to herd them through and now i know that i've been here before it's coming round again did you notice i'm talking to myself for a lack of conversation you're so fucking cool now that you're in school what's your major
7.
you should be glad that there's no response to be had i know you wouldn't like what you've got coming i'll tell you all about the things that you want to know i know you'll never like what you've got coming you're trapped and left alone here with everyone i know you should be glad that there's no pride to be had i know you wouldn't like what you've got coming you're trapped and left alone here with everyone i know you should be glad that there's no answers to be had i know you wouldn't like the ones you've got coming you see it's only me i'm the one without answers you know i never liked the ones i had
8.
you and i deny that i can't see straight to light the candle hold the match far away it will never burn down completely it reuses itself again when i look into your eyes i don't see you cry even though i know you do deep inside you will never waste away if you remember to look inside
9.
i've got a million holes inside my head and every one is bleeding sometimes i feel that i'd be better off dead flip the page or rip it out and keep on reading my life is flying away from me closer and closer too blurry cant see i found another hole inside my head this one is no longer bleeding sometimes i wonder what it's like to be dead others i don't even wonder my life is flying away with me closer and closer to what i can't see
10.
Bubble Theme 04:43
when you break a whole town down into concrete streets and plastered walls a few trees in pretty places there's a feeling in the air bricks in bunches bridges and bums silence is hard to come by transit buses and thumping bass and these dogs will bark at most anything this spells mostly stress for a host of most folks but it's nothing to me for good company and conversation in a room that i choose i don't ask for much i know that's you too this is our bubble theme ego knock it down for all to see and never need to say goodbye to and never need to ever need to need to cry for what we're lacking things can come and shake around at a pace that spells only grace to me when you take a look around at valued things and wedding rings a few trees and picket fences i know there's a dream for me but it's based upon simplicity maybe a little security because it's cold outside the bubble where i reside a lack of company is what has been ailing me that's what they tell me

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Recorded late in 1999 (then remixed in 2005) some songs were new, some were old. All songs are drum mosheen recordings. This was my first attempt at sitting down and making an album. Over the course of five days. A valiant effort if I do say so myself.

Features Dan Taylor on bass in track 5.

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released December 1, 1999

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